i wish...

loneliness isn't good for me. here i am, locked up at home with only a mountain of books to read through..
i miss some people. suddenly. and i dunno y.

• i wish i could go to the beach with a bunch of friends and getting all messy, not bothered about how infested with disease it is.
  
• i wish i got back the days with my little cousins who i had to baby-sit happily.
• i wish amma n appa were with me.
  
• i wish i got back my sister, unbusy (unlike now) , having all her time for me and my stupid pranks...
  
• i wish my folks weren't too busy to not even have time for a saturday night dinner.
• i wish i could go and watch dumb local movies often with friends and laugh my heart out at all funny comments.
• i wish i got back those days with my uncle n aunt.. they were so much fun.
• i wish i really didn't care about all those people who back stab.
  
• i wish i lived for myself also.
  
• i wish a smile wasn't considered to be a sign of flirting.
• i wish, someday, all those who think i am what i am not, understand me and stop backbiting and be genuine to me.
  
• i wish i never got migraines. i so love chocolates :(
  
• i wish the dead (good) people came back alive.
• i wish i didn't have balloonophobia.
  
• i wish i got back my old friends who i stopped having contact with, for various reasons.
  
• i wish i got back the old closeness with my friends. it feels as if, we are no longer REALLY important to each other. aaaah.. people come and people go... :( :( :( :(
  
• i wish i got back those happy days, when we were all together.
  
• i wish the society didn't care about whatever i do.
  

looks like my life is only about missing people..
family, friends ........ who next?

life's teachin me to be numb, which i hate.

sometimes, life is really unfair :(