i wish...

loneliness isn't good for me. here i am, locked up at home with only a mountain of books to read through..
i miss some people. suddenly. and i dunno y.

• i wish i could go to the beach with a bunch of friends and getting all messy, not bothered about how infested with disease it is.
  
• i wish i got back the days with my little cousins who i had to baby-sit happily.
• i wish amma n appa were with me.
  
• i wish i got back my sister, unbusy (unlike now) , having all her time for me and my stupid pranks...
  
• i wish my folks weren't too busy to not even have time for a saturday night dinner.
• i wish i could go and watch dumb local movies often with friends and laugh my heart out at all funny comments.
• i wish i got back those days with my uncle n aunt.. they were so much fun.
• i wish i really didn't care about all those people who back stab.
  
• i wish i lived for myself also.
  
• i wish a smile wasn't considered to be a sign of flirting.
• i wish, someday, all those who think i am what i am not, understand me and stop backbiting and be genuine to me.
  
• i wish i never got migraines. i so love chocolates :(
  
• i wish the dead (good) people came back alive.
• i wish i didn't have balloonophobia.
  
• i wish i got back my old friends who i stopped having contact with, for various reasons.
  
• i wish i got back the old closeness with my friends. it feels as if, we are no longer REALLY important to each other. aaaah.. people come and people go... :( :( :( :(
  
• i wish i got back those happy days, when we were all together.
  
• i wish the society didn't care about whatever i do.
  

looks like my life is only about missing people..
family, friends ........ who next?

life's teachin me to be numb, which i hate.

sometimes, life is really unfair :(

catchin up

I so love class these days. we simply talk. jus talk! discuss music and have the lamest conversations ever.. unlike last sem.. when we jus studied and wrote Computer Architecture tests. every page. it was like getting that huge book by heart. dunno wat the fuss was all about. but i remember flunking all class tests.

was chucked out of mup class with sandy for talkin. we stood right there and played left foot- right foot. sir kept lookin outside the window, wondering as to who was pacin up and down the corridor. sandy's tinkling giggles were hard to smother.

unintentionally did'nt inform the dept that we were going to S on 26th aug at 2 10 itself . it was sharon's bday too . some bozo boys were about to leave last when they were caught. we were ordered to be in college before 4.30 pm. we received the call from a classmate when we were OUTSIDE gangotree. we went back with watering mouths... n came back sharp at 4.40 ... :D . ate worse than pigs. Switch, who usually cant eat even her lunch morsels (i mean it) ate 3 dishes and sandy, sharon and i were :O :O :O

had a fantastic IV. the most popular photo of me -> 3 me's at once. a tree, a lamp-post and me : thanks to harish for this mokke idea...

started liking color in attire. no more bland tastes.

leo club board member :D

more n more ppl getting interested in carnatic music. Vedi and i are ecstatic :D

there is a LOT of fun in keepin secrets :D

i dunno wat happens to us. but the 4 of us are our funniest selves only when we are on the way to the canteen.

hurray. but for Muhil concenrating deeply on his choco-cone , i wud'nt have discovered that canteen sells ice-cream cones. : (which has been happening since august or somethin).

it poured like mad on wednesday. was completely drenched. was fun. caught a cold. drank chilled cardomom milk.

i miss my friends a lot.

and i am boring myself by still typing when i shud be asleep.

eyelids drooping

sorry if parts of my blog are in no way connected to each other. bad englees

gud night.

aah! look who's peepin' in here!!!

god bless arignar anna :)
yay! holiday!
i spent the entire morning and half of the afternoon watchin Full House videos.
nothing much. jus poked my poor blog to life :)
so long!