Tuesday, July 28, 2009

surprises & shocks

i've been eating TOO MANY chocolates these days and like Amma used to say, "vayathula aadu-paambe vandhudum" might happen. (she meant worms, she loves to exaggerate, u know)
somehow, the flavor of chocolate is still my most favourite! will never get bored of them.

the past week went CRAZILY FAST. i mean, too many things happened suddenly and back to back, back to back. some were pleasant surprises, some were rude shocks and some, i was numb to. all those happenings are sinking into me only now.

i missed catching up with a coupla friends. once, the anna university results spoilt it all and the other time, i was on punishment.. (enough of imagining. it isnt even worth your imagination)

DSP test. i did not have the book to study from. i managed to get a 24.5/50, okay? not that i am awesome at it, but when i saw my marks, i was happy that i "passed". i was gleefully looking at my scrawling ( in one sum, i cleanly wrote, "2x10=40"), when the teacher wanted to confirm our marks. she read out, "Upasana, 49" . i said, "Ma'm its 50, i got 24.5/50, i passed". she stared at me and said flatly, "no, you failed". my jaw dropped.

now i have to write this goddamned retest (and perhaps fail in that, as well)

-all for a unit test. so right now, i am busy finding a good place to bang my head against but my blog seems to be the panacea.

i am in final year. i want to keep reminding myself because no one else wants to.

a happy birthday came :) and went :) it was packed with fun.

PIZZA HUT :D

everybody is busy giving their GRE/TOEFL exams while i am sitting here, wondering what to do with my life.

despite pressure from all sides, i still feel like chucking everything away and freely commenting on Paati's aavakkai oorga while she gives me a worried look :P

its pouring. i dont like rainy chennai. but its not hot :D .

there are always little somethings that keep u going, adding some crazy fun to ur life, so even worries dont matter.
example: CB (ok, its my own little secret :P )
and my new E$***** beauty :-) (YAYYYYYY!!)

its actually nice to discover you are only loony , a few nuts loose up there... and not a seriously psychotic :)

Ahem.... a poem:

you think you are loony,
when the sky's so starry-moony,
but you shut your eyes and sleep,
dreaming of green meadows and white sheep.

it just rhymes. so dont make a fuss.. :P

-so long! :-)

Friday, July 10, 2009

pink , java, long-time-no-blog. :P

aunt reminded me of my blog. hence this post. thank u athai :P

  • say 2 weeks back, we were watching "kandukonden kandukonden" on TV. gud ol grampa came up to me and pointed to aishwarya rai, .. "Ramba has become thin". it took me a bowl of puliodarai to smother my laughter :P
  • san's new cinderella shoes :D
  • spent close to 3 hrs with my adorable 2 cousins :-)
  • waiting for the important arrival :-) (gramma)
  • suchi's OSP (One Second Please) act, was a delight. :P gosh, i cant stop laughing about it
  • our paper presentation :-)
  • our praaject :P
  • ------ our seminar with one Mr.Aravind. they way he expected us to do a new thing without ANY practice and the way he stupidly spoke about "dedication and passion", wanted me to yell at him " how about singing some swarams of kalyaani ragam, i ll sing ONLY ONCE, you should repeat EXACTLY WITH NO MISTAKES........ otherwise, get out". GOSH. WAT A CHARACTER.
  • in my opinion, under pressure, you cant expect anything out of me. rate it as very bad crisis management or that i cant handle stress or that i am even fit for nothing. as often said, "i am wat i am". i do wat i like. i do wat i think is gud for me and for everyone. else i will shut up.
  • never-ending supply of chocolates. (jumping in glee)
  • JAVA CLASS. :D .... cheetos and i have FUNNNNNNNN sitting in front of our systems :P
  • cheetos' tamil is "improving" by the day (rowdism kaatara nu neneppu vera)
  • dave gave me some swami pix . and taught me a bit of vedic math.
  • coffee shop thookified from college :(
  • hoping for a more hi-fi coffee place inside college :P
  • ok, so san has this pink file with some disney princess characters on it (snow white, cinderella, belle, sleeping beauty, jasmine and ariel) . we tried asking boys if they could recognize them. BELIEVE ME, ALL BOYS RECOGNIZED ONLY JASMINE, becoz she has black hair. hence we conclude, boys love black hair .. :D
  • week of e^3 over :D